​​​​​​​Here are my newest pieces of poetry that are written after a considerable break in my creative work by the name Ria Avalon.
​​I have started everything all over again and discovered a completely new formula of life. Which one? If you read all the pieces and get to the end of the page, you will find it out!


All of Me

I was born to become a magician,
I'm half-blind yet incredibly smart.
I am guided by my intuition,
I'm a goddess of wisdom at heart.

I'm no longer a slave of devotion,
I'm no longer a poet of spring.
I have managed to tame my emotion,
I'm a charming yet dangerous thing.

If you happen to see my reflection
In the lakes of the far-away North,
They just bury my latter perfection,
As I'm healing and going forth.

I discovered a new destination
At the moment I stepped off the edge.
My next novel's my own creation,
It is time to turn over the page.


Bond to Survive

I'm much less than perfect, I need to confess,
At moments I feel I'm a terrible mess.
Sometimes I surrender when tired to strive,
But look: in the end I am bond to survive.

This life is worth living to see all my foes
Too deep in the gutter, and here it goes:
I still have much time for fulfilling my plan.
The show is over - the battle began.

With broken arms bleeding I'll finish the fight
For those my heroes who suddenly died.
I'll yield to the pleasure to look in the eyes
Of those heartbreakers who told me sweet lies.

It seems I am cruel, but wouldn't you be
If only you knew what it's like to be me?
My heart has been pierced by a sharp poisoned thorn,
My life's been at stake since the day I was born.

..........

But I'm getting stronger, I'm fully alive,
No matter what happens, I'm bond to survive.


Challenge the Unknown

If your heart is aching,
If your hands are shaking,
If your world is breaking,
It just means you feel.
Future is not clear,
Devils feed your fear,
Leave it in the rear,
Grasp the steering wheel.

If a star is falling,
It's your angel calling,
Keep the wheels on rolling,
Always move ahead.
Challenge the unknown,
Travel on your own,
Greet another dawn
Out of your bed.


Couldn't Care Less

You are good just for casual sex,
And your pride is inflated, king perfect.
We are done. What will follow next?
Listen here, you haven't been worth it.

All your stories don't stand a damn chance,
And your words never really mattered.
I will bury this dreadful romance
And then laugh at your card house shattered.

I don't care, I'm leaving with ease,
I won't listen, so shut your damn mouth,
It's too late, I won't fall on my knees,
Get away from my heart and my house.


Greeting Tomorrow

My love-jaded heart will no longer respond to the sound
Of whispering raindrops in fall or a train passing by.
I've got brand new wings, yet so frail; I lose touch with the ground
To take to my fantasy velvet mysterious sky.

I'm fine in my bulletproof shell and I quit endless waiting
Like quitting an old nasty habit and moving ahead,
Exploring the worlds that my own deft mind is creating;
Old passion's extinguished along with one more cigarette.

Whenever I light one, its taste and its sweet bitter flavor
Remind me of sharing a kiss I imagined that spring;
If only that winter I'd been just a little bit braver,
This all would have come to the same tragic end in a blink.

The guise in the mirror of spring is a blear reflection
Of somebody already dead and forgotten at all
Yet standing the very last chance for the heart's resurrection;
I swear I'm back on my feet, you may shoot, I won't fall.

The past is all gone, so one day I'll forget to remember
And gladly discover I've chosen nothing to keep,
Awaiting another July and another December;
And now it's time to put down my pen and just sleep.

What dreams are to haunt me, I wonder? Next morning I'll know,
My mind is still blank as I'm totally sober toight;
My desperate thoughts and my fears are letting me go,
I'm ready to enter the kingdom of misty midnight.

I'm ready to enter the gates of tomorrow now,
Today is a legend and yesterday - just a mistake.
I'm crossing the line, I will make it all through anyhow,
Just happy to live and to breathe every morning I wake.


Lonely and Free

I'm privileged to be always alone,
It is a pleasure to live on my own.
I am myself, I don't have to pretend,
Playing the game with an obvious end.

Life is so misty, I'll paint it all bright,
Cheating on fate, I'll be always denied,
Lonely yet free - I have nothing to lose,
No compromise, no options to choose.

I am the one of a dangerous kind,
Try to imagine what comes to my mind!
Parallel ways are not meant to be one,
I am still free, and my past is undone.


The Formula of Life

Adding all the fractions in my head,
Multiplying wonder by regret,
Cheating on my dreams as they arrive,
I have got my formula of life.

I have messed the figures up a bit,
Searching for the truth in self-deceit,
Slightly unaware what they meant;
If they still don't match, it's not the end!

While capricious fortune is astray,
I will make the best of new today.
Think you hold the key to reach my heart?
I have changed the lock, it's just that smart.

Read the best of my older poetry in Poetry Archive
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